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I am soooo tired today and I'm sick to boot. I was planning on going to church last night but around 6pm I started to feel like I was coming down with a cold. Emma had woke up from her nap about the same time and said she felt sick and Jeremy took her temperature and it was 100.6 . Tanner has had a small cold since the beginning of the week and I guess it's making its way around. The babies woke up around 6:45am and I got them fed and changed and back in bed. Tanner and Emma came and laid down with me and we all went back to sleep. It was so nice, I love to sleep when I'm sick. But about 8am I get this phone call, which is not abnormal for me because Faith usually calls me every morning, but it wasn't her. It was my friend Eileen, and she need a babysitter, in 15 minutes. I was not happy about having to get out of bed, especially when all four kids were sleeping and ESPECIALLY since I was very fatigued from being sick. But she was in a jam and what are friends for. It was all I could do not to pass out during the Baby Looney Toons. My head is killing me, I just want to hibernate. After Jeremy came home this morning from P.T. he told me that he will have off tomorrow due to the President closing up shop in rememberance of President Reagan. I was very happy to hear this.

This afternoon I talked to the college advisor about starting classes in the Fall. I'm getting things ready. My major will probably change a million times but for right now I am going to get my A.A. in Art, which if I continue, will get me a four year B.F.A. degree. I'm kinda thinking of getting into education too, so I can teach one day. My passion, my dream, my ultimate desire is to be a photographer but there isn't a school that is close enough to me right now. Hopefully one day I can do what I really want. It's going to take me longer than the usual 2 years to get my Associate degree because I can't go full time, but I'm hoping I can finish before Jeremy get's orders for another base. I have about 4-5 years, I figure. And I'll probably need it. I really hope I can do this. I would be so proud of myself if I got a degree. Even if I didn't do anything with it, I could still be a housewife and mother with an education and thats worth a lot to me. Right now, God forbid anything happen to my husband because I have no idea how I would support my family. I have nothing, no money, no home of my own, no education, nothing! I think this would help me feel better about myself. Pray for me, that I will be able to apply myself and learn and still take care of my family and myself. Thanks. Well, I gotta feed the chub. Until next time...............

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